You know when you miss someone, but they havent left. Theyre still around its just, not how it used to be. You miss how things used to be. Things will never be the same again, yet they havent changed one bit.
You know me so well, to this day I feel like you can read my mind.
When I am going about my day and happen to think of you a lot and think to myself “I wonder how he is” you happen to text me that night. Always.
The nights when I know youve fallen asleep and after I send you one last goodnight text I know it will probably wake you up and so I dont fall asleep just yet to wait for your “Aaahhhhh Im sorry Daizy” text message.
You know all there is to know about me, and I honesty never have met someone who I could open up to as easily as you.
"Hey stranger, its been so long. I couldnt possibly walk down the hall not recognizing your face. Yet here we are, lost like blind mice. Stumbling over one another once again. Picking up where we left off."
I dont know why Im watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind this late at night. Its really making me feel emotions again. Always reminding me of you. Youre Clementine and Im Joel.
These past few days have been nice talking to you again, its comforting. I miss it. But we both know though that things arent the complete same between us anymore. You said it yourself…you honestly dont consider us Best Friends anymore. Were just two different people now then how we were three years ago. But theres still those nights when Ill talk to you, or youll talk to me first. and we both know theres no one else in the world that would understand one another better than we understand each other. Ive never met anyone I connected more with.
I dont even know why Im even blogging about this. I just miss you too much.